Freckles & Whimsy

So okay, let me be more real and vulnerable. To really share, you must be willing to put yourself out there, right?

I have been so afraid of being laughed at, rejected, criticized, and misunderstood for my whole life…as long as I can remember!

Even sharing that feels uncomfortable and like I’m sharing too much. The tape in my head says “nobody cares, nobody wants to hear what you have to say, you have nothing to say”.

If that were true, why would I still want to be a writer SO bad?

If that were true, why would one of my girlfriends be so excited that I actually started blogging?

I might still believe that old tape that plays. That tape that gets the best of me some days. That tape that makes me feel sick to my stomach.

But I am doing things in spite of that tape now. Take that tape! I can do whatever I want!!

So now that I got that out…you know the craziness that goes on in my head. That is some of what I will share here.

It’s not always like that 😉

Thanks for listening.

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